ntg but dissapointed

"sometimes some people may dont follow accordingly to the ways you wanna him to love you,
but it doesn't mean that he don't love you,
perhaps he just using his own ways to love you."
"Space's are the improtant thing between couple, without it there's
breathless occur. Give some times and space to not only them but for
you too."

this 2 sentences giv me a lot of inspiration~
i wil learn it by heart~
but now~i really don knw wat he need~
do he need me? or freedom? or sumthg else?
should i let him go?
thr r so many ques in my mind now~

i feel so tired ady~
but just cant stop loving~
1st time dissapointed,2nd...3rd...4th....
i do feel the pain~
but wat can i do??
i have done everythg u wan~
but it seem lik do not satisfied u~

aiks~
hold ur hand~
holding so tide~
i don ever have the courage 2 think~
how can i live without u~
yaya~
now ANGELA had bcome a coward~
ya! i am~
useless is it??aiks~