Instead of fed-up

my dear ah~dear~
just cant stop calling u----MY DEAR~
so many days didt c u jor~
erm~~miss u much~~
happy^^coz 2day can accom u whole day~
but b4 this~aiks~
we have be in world war for whole day~

every time after world war~

♥ touching

♥ happy
♥ sweet
♥ appreciate

although after tat can get so many + feeling~
But,I hate quarrel with u!!!

Sometimes u make me feel fed-up~
but sometime u make me feel so funny~LOLxxx
i knw u since i am in form 1~
means i alre knw u 5 yrs jor~
but i have nvr seen u lik 2day so gentlement~
haha~so funny~
my dear bcom so gentlement~sigh^^
he com n hlp me open the car's door~
haha~~dear~you're so cute~muackzzz
i really wan 2 say it out loudly~

♥♥DEAR!!! THANKS & I LOVE U♥♥

ntg but dissapointed

"sometimes some people may dont follow accordingly to the ways you wanna him to love you,
but it doesn't mean that he don't love you,
perhaps he just using his own ways to love you."
"Space's are the improtant thing between couple, without it there's
breathless occur. Give some times and space to not only them but for
you too."

this 2 sentences giv me a lot of inspiration~
i wil learn it by heart~
but now~i really don knw wat he need~
do he need me? or freedom? or sumthg else?
should i let him go?
thr r so many ques in my mind now~

i feel so tired ady~
but just cant stop loving~
1st time dissapointed,2nd...3rd...4th....
i do feel the pain~
but wat can i do??
i have done everythg u wan~
but it seem lik do not satisfied u~

aiks~
hold ur hand~
holding so tide~
i don ever have the courage 2 think~
how can i live without u~
yaya~
now ANGELA had bcome a coward~
ya! i am~
useless is it??aiks~

又是痛苦的日子

开学了
终于都结束了两个星期的假期
好像过得很快哦
又要回去学校
真是快闷死了
每天除了睡觉还是睡觉
可是,尽管爱睡
还是要努力了
又要考试了

第一天回到学校
一切没有改变
睡觉的睡觉,吵的吵,读书的读书
SPM一天一天逼近
可是我们班好像没有人有感觉叻
哎呀,算了吧!我们个个都是天才
全部外表好像很贪玩
可是成绩出来,都是吓死人的


****很想我的宝贝DEAR哦~
今天
他说去载弟弟的时候,我已经回着了~
心里好想见他哦~
心想...也没有可能见到了~
因为不同路~
哪知走到半路就看见了他~
好开心哦!~^^
这就是缘份吧~

贝,看开了

两年前,
失去你的那一刻,
看见你和那些女生,
我真的很恨你和她们的~

这个部落格,
也记载了这两年来,
贝,落泊的生活~
我没有怪过任何人~
因为我知道我们的分开~
不关任何人的事~

前女友~
也许很多女生对这个字眼,
很反感吧?
可是,我们都忘了~
现在你可以这么幸福~
是因为那位"前女友"的离开啊~
而你,是不是应该给她更多的祝福~
而不是恨她?

其实恨一个人真的很累~
既然人家没有做到伤害你的事~
那就算了吧~
(可是如果他们有做的话,呵呵...后果就.......)
我已经厌倦了以前的生活了~
那种每天和人家吵架的生活~
我会留下祝福和微笑~
给那些我不喜欢和不喜欢我的人~
希望你们也能幸福~

=请不要进来扰乱我的生活=

看吧~

曾经的我就是那么爱你~

也许曾经...我真的不好~

我已经变了啦~

变到不会发脾气...不会难过的白痴了啦~

你还想怎样哦?~

分手不是拿来玩的啊!~

这些是你教我的啊!~

你自己又这样做!~

过分啊你!!!!!!~

FED-UP JOR LAR

是你不懂珍惜我的....
算了吧~你会后悔的....
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那样东西不知道是哪来的...
不过是很久了吧...
我也许不应该问吧...
可是我想知道啊...

问了...不是很信...(这是我的习惯)
然后我也告诉了你...
为什么我会不信啊...
你开始时没有解释...
说没两句就说..."不用来我家了"
我当场就"谢掉了"....
然后你又继续好像很爽那样...
"算啦...分吧..."

第一次你告诉我...
是我冤枉你...
然后你又告诉我...
是你不好...

好像很好玩那样....
当我不再回头的时候...
你会更开心的...

我也很不好吧...
遍体磷伤了...还学人家玩火....
心在淌着血....
可惜你...并没有再来帮我止血了.........


"可不可以有个人来爱我??????"

CHANGING MY BACKGROUND ONCE A WEEK^^Y
COZ INEZ SAID MY BACKGROUND NT NICE X(
CHANGE UNTIL I SATISFIED~

--------------------吵架了--------------------------

亲爱的,你知道吗？
只要你一句话,一切就会不一样了

我们不要再闹分手了...
现在,我只想好好和你在一起...

尽管吵架了...
我们也不要伤害彼此的感情了...

是我任性....脾气不好...
我会尽力的...为了你...为了我们的爱情...

真的很想大声告诉你....
"亲爱的,我想永远和你在一起!"

SPECIAL FOR INEZ

just finnish read my sis's blog...
she jus lik me...
2 yrs ago,
i am having the same life lik she having now...
tat time,my dear leave me....
he tel me...we cant b 2gether ANYMORE...
at tat time...
sis,thks for be wit me....
u always cheer me up...
life goes on happily coz U--my sis....

actually...sometime....
i do feel guilty....
coz now i don hav enough time 2 accom u...
i knw how u feel now...
it's really easy 2 say"let go"
but whn u really wan 2 do so...
u wil feel tat is really tough...
cheer up...sis...

sry lar....tat day we fooled u....
thks for ur care...
pls don angry me alre...
i really learn how 2 appreciate him jor...
u too..pls take good care 4 ur own...k?
anythg jus give me a cal...
LOVE YA^^ muackzz

DEAR 病倒了

星期六,DEAR假期....
他说难得假期....就出去了...
直到第二天下午才回到家...
没有工作....也走去晒太阳...><"
晒到脸红红....

晚上本来计划好...
去了他表哥的派对然后要出去的....
结果咧....我家王子病倒了....
可是那时还很精神的...
本以为吃了药...明早起身就会没事....

可是.....唉....
第二天起身....他更不舒服了...
可怜...
看到他那样...我好心疼哦...
又不知道能够做什么....
认识他那么久...真的没有看过这样的他...
这时候的我...当起了妈妈...
看见眼前的baby...我手足无措....
可是我还是尽力把我的小宝贝照顾好....

生病的他....
身体不舒服...脾气也不好....
少少东西就大小声...
我的心总是有那么点不好受...
可是...算了吧....生病大完嘛.....

dear,你要赶快好起来啊....
我还是喜欢被照顾啊...
很想...我们真的可以一起走到最后....
我会努力的....真的爱你了....

放纵你,不是因为害怕失去你....
而是不想让自己有遗憾....
也许我管你的方式不是你要的...
可是却是对你最好的....
既然你不喜欢...
那我惟有乖乖的....
不管你要什么...要怎样...
我都尽量满足你...
贝...不再是她自己了...你改变了她...


it is quite a distance between u n me....
but we love each other so much...
& u...love ur freedom so much...
& me...love u so much...nvr change....
mayb it might change...
whn i leave my hometown...
i will run away frm ur love...


一场战争...我=战败了....
代价是留下当你的奴隶...
现在的贝...就算再难过...
都要告诉自己..."不要紧"
我已经不是我了....
原则没有了...立场没有了...
留下的只是盲目的爱情....
忘了爱情的意义...只记得很爱他....


mayb tat is faith...
mayb we cant holding hand until the end of the day
but i swear...i wil not let myself regret again...
even once...
at the end u wil knw...
wat i have done is just for ur own good...
it's all bcoz of I LOVE U...do u knw?

Better in time--- Leonna Lewis

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow i can't forget you
After all that we've been through
Going ,Coming
Thought i heard a knock
Thinking that (I deserve it)
Now i have realised
that i really didn't knooOooOw
If you didn't notice
You mean everything
(quickly I'm learning)
To love again (all i know is)
I'm be oooOook
Thought i couldn't live without you
It's going to hurt when it heals too
Oh yeaah
(It'll All get better in time)
Even though i really love you
I'm gonna smile because i deserve too
Oooh(It'll all get better in time)
I could of turned on the TV
Without something that would
remind me
Was it all that easy?
To just put us out your feeling
If i'm dreamin
Don't want to let it
(hurt my feelings)
But that's the past (i believe it)
And i know that, time will heal it
If you didn't notice
Well you mean everything
(quickly i'm learning)


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better in time....
ya...it should b better in time....
but how many ppl do so?
i am not the 1 who doing...
sometime u wil regret....
sometime u wil cry for...
sometime u wil miss it....

appreciate....
how many ppl learned this word by heart?
u do learn it when u regret...
for me....the same....

dear,sry ah...
i didt mean 2 hurt u....
LOVE U much...it's true....