她走了,别活在记忆里了

你还在爱她吗?
别傻了,她不会回来了.
多少的回忆,快乐和难过,都已经过去了.
别活在记忆里了.
她都走了.
都过去了,对的错的,都改变不了了.
生活一直在逼迫着我们成长,
成长的过程是痛苦的.
忍忍吧!
再苦都会过去的,
别哭了,眼泪不能改变什么.
找回自己吧!
别漫无目的的走着,
工作只是用来麻醉自己而已,
酒精也只会让你更想她,
身边的那个她,让你回忆更深刻.
学会如何爱自己,不是放纵自己.
爱自己才能爱别人,才能不让爱你的人担心.
就算全世界离开你了,
你还有你自己!
自己的生活要自己负责,
死不了就还好!
加油吧!一切都会过去的!

我走了

离开你的第13天,偶尔还是会想你.
我这才发现,原来我们的感情真的剩下不多了.
很爱你,只是我们却改变不了现实的残酷.
我走了,你要保重自己.
我们总要成长.
我会幸福的.

ATPY

I had pass through an awesome weekend!

I am so glad that I made a pretty decision

This weekend, I realize few things;

1. Love!

What is love?

When hates left, love come in!

Love myself, then love my family

2. Family

Everyone is our family.

No matter is our real family, friends, classmate or colleague.

When God arrange us to be together,

It mean we are one, like family.

You must accept others' character,

do not gives up, learn to love and forgives.

The few days I had been,

all my teammates are my family.

I learnt to accept, to learn, to love them like my own family.

3. ATPY= Awakening The Powerful You

Years to year of fighting, hates and jealousy,

made me feel so tired.

Tired in heart!

I lost my energy and passion on everything.

Until this day, I realize that the powerful me!

Things is not hard but our own heart is!

Our heart made ourselves become so limit!

I must walk out form my boxy!

Love, Some say is bitter and sad.

When u found out what it is in true,

You will found the sweetness of love!

I love myself and my daddy mummy brother and sister!

Life change in every moment

I was so glad that God always with me
when I in the dumb time
Great that the bad things always come along with good thing

Its glad to have chances to attend those class
It make us growth
psychological growth
Hope so this time it really help in curing the pain in my deep heart

Look through people is my hobby
photoshooting also my hobby

After this class, we may learn more about human being
Like what we did in Tarot class.
Unfortunately this class had crushed with my shooting event
I have to sacrificed one of them
but both also my hobby
its hard to choose

A Day with My Lord

Its really a tiring to stuff to face this kinda people
I should know very clear bout ur personality
Do whatever you like to me

As a Tarot Practitioner
I strongly believe in "Karma"
Flash back!
Every act of you will get either punishment or reward
I will just let God be the judgement

I can pass through the two years alone
I will also pass this four month
Although it is very tough!
I will not afraid
Thanks for the motivation
Every time ur attack make me grow

I will let u all feel proud,
My dearest Grandma,
My dearest God mother,
My dearest Uncle
who life in heaven
R.I.P

I must stay strong
Not to let my dear worry
Thanks God that they can settle down all the problems
Hope all the bad thing will take away from God

"O Lord, you have heard their insults,
all their plots against me-
what my enemies whisper and mutter against me all day long.
Look at them! Sitting or standing,
They mock me in their songs.

Pay them back what they deserve, O Lord,
for what their hands have done.
Put a veil over their hearts, and may your curse be done on them!"
-----------LAMENTATIONS 3:44

Amen.

[I KNOW U WILL SEE THIS]

Dont just say but not action!
Your word is so nice to hear.

I said thousand times
dont put ur own thought on me
I gt nothing to deal with u
Just leave me alone!
The sista in my memories had already dead!
They will never appear in my life anymore.

I had did nothing wrong
If u dont knw everythg
Don't comment
Don't judge

I will stand still!
Until I had finish my task.
I knw my responsible very well.
If u r very free to find people to fool with,
sry, I am not ur suit target.
U knw me very well!
I did kacau u, U dont come near to me.

<贝>回来了!

看见你的难过
我就像被割了一块肉
刚刚才失去了外婆的我
又怎么不了解你的痛
失去致亲的痛
现在开始
我多么害怕早晨来的电话
这是第三次了
还要在那么短期内

从我13岁那年起
不管发生什么事
都有你在身边撑着
不管外面有什么事你都会帮我挡
今天你换你了
我又怎么不收起我的任性,依赖
准备好一切去撑你呢
就算世界快末日了
我都不会离开
准备给你精神和行动上的支持

这段时期
我会自己擦干眼泪
再为你擦泪
文字上的宣泄就是我剩下的管道了

我爱你
6年来都没变
你要加油!
苦就一起扛吧