ATPY

I had pass through an awesome weekend!

I am so glad that I made a pretty decision

This weekend, I realize few things;

1. Love!

What is love?

When hates left, love come in!

Love myself, then love my family

2. Family

Everyone is our family.

No matter is our real family, friends, classmate or colleague.

When God arrange us to be together,

It mean we are one, like family.

You must accept others' character,

do not gives up, learn to love and forgives.

The few days I had been,

all my teammates are my family.

I learnt to accept, to learn, to love them like my own family.

3. ATPY= Awakening The Powerful You

Years to year of fighting, hates and jealousy,

made me feel so tired.

Tired in heart!

I lost my energy and passion on everything.

Until this day, I realize that the powerful me!

Things is not hard but our own heart is!

Our heart made ourselves become so limit!

I must walk out form my boxy!

Love, Some say is bitter and sad.

When u found out what it is in true,

You will found the sweetness of love!

I love myself and my daddy mummy brother and sister!

Life change in every moment

I was so glad that God always with me
when I in the dumb time
Great that the bad things always come along with good thing

Its glad to have chances to attend those class
It make us growth
psychological growth
Hope so this time it really help in curing the pain in my deep heart

Look through people is my hobby
photoshooting also my hobby

After this class, we may learn more about human being
Like what we did in Tarot class.
Unfortunately this class had crushed with my shooting event
I have to sacrificed one of them
but both also my hobby
its hard to choose

A Day with My Lord

Its really a tiring to stuff to face this kinda people
I should know very clear bout ur personality
Do whatever you like to me

As a Tarot Practitioner
I strongly believe in "Karma"
Flash back!
Every act of you will get either punishment or reward
I will just let God be the judgement

I can pass through the two years alone
I will also pass this four month
Although it is very tough!
I will not afraid
Thanks for the motivation
Every time ur attack make me grow

I will let u all feel proud,
My dearest Grandma,
My dearest God mother,
My dearest Uncle
who life in heaven
R.I.P

I must stay strong
Not to let my dear worry
Thanks God that they can settle down all the problems
Hope all the bad thing will take away from God

"O Lord, you have heard their insults,
all their plots against me-
what my enemies whisper and mutter against me all day long.
Look at them! Sitting or standing,
They mock me in their songs.

Pay them back what they deserve, O Lord,
for what their hands have done.
Put a veil over their hearts, and may your curse be done on them!"
-----------LAMENTATIONS 3:44

Amen.

[I KNOW U WILL SEE THIS]

Dont just say but not action!
Your word is so nice to hear.

I said thousand times
dont put ur own thought on me
I gt nothing to deal with u
Just leave me alone!
The sista in my memories had already dead!
They will never appear in my life anymore.

I had did nothing wrong
If u dont knw everythg
Don't comment
Don't judge

I will stand still!
Until I had finish my task.
I knw my responsible very well.
If u r very free to find people to fool with,
sry, I am not ur suit target.
U knw me very well!
I did kacau u, U dont come near to me.

<贝>回来了!

看见你的难过
我就像被割了一块肉
刚刚才失去了外婆的我
又怎么不了解你的痛
失去致亲的痛
现在开始
我多么害怕早晨来的电话
这是第三次了
还要在那么短期内

从我13岁那年起
不管发生什么事
都有你在身边撑着
不管外面有什么事你都会帮我挡
今天你换你了
我又怎么不收起我的任性,依赖
准备好一切去撑你呢
就算世界快末日了
我都不会离开
准备给你精神和行动上的支持

这段时期
我会自己擦干眼泪
再为你擦泪
文字上的宣泄就是我剩下的管道了

我爱你
6年来都没变
你要加油!
苦就一起扛吧

烂好人

我在努力学习如何去与人相处~

我尽量去帮助我能帮的~

不为了任何目的~

只是为了能帮上一点小忙~

可是却被误会~

我们不是什么十恶不赦的坏人~

却不管做什么事都被想成是坏事~

难道你没做错过吗?

渐渐的~

我已经失去了一切感觉~

我对一切事物感到冷漠~

我只能对着我的电脑叙说伤心事~

请不要剥夺我唯一的宣泄处~

世界一直在变~

我却跟不上脚步~

所以我只能~

闲事莫管~

顺其自然~

明明难过了~

都要坚强的微笑~

:)

再见!该死的回忆!

第五个星期~
我让自己一直忙~
希望赶快完成学业~
过了今年~
我要去远点~
去一个完全没有认识的人的地方~
就算不是很熟的也不要~
我enroll了两次~两次都有认识的人~
即使不是很熟~
算了吧~这里就是那么小~
我只能做好该做的~
其它的就即来之,则安之吧~


我让时间帮我冲走心里的垃圾~
然后一把火把回忆烧成了灰~
坚强的再站起来~
在新地方~我希望做新的自己~
习惯一个人~习惯不去想太多~
习惯好好爱自己~