回忆的痛

彻夜未眠的夜晚~
忘不了的痛~
它一直在回忆里缠绕着~
有人说："坚强对你来说根本不是难事吧！"
我笑了笑~没答什么~
也许我并不是坚强~
而是我懂得伪装而已~
面对过亲人离世的痛~
我感觉没什么比这个还要痛~
所以那天以后我都不会轻易掉泪~
心再痛~我也只把它藏在心里~
眼泪流到了眼眶~我命令眼泪流回去~
我没有什么朋友~
而你是我的心事回收站~可是今晚我的痛你能否明白？
此刻就只有那一首又一首的伤心情歌伴随着我~
慢慢陪我入睡~





这两首歌超棒的!
林凡-中伤~郁可唯-指望~
转头再分享~

LIFE

Whn all of u asking me~u nt going to INTI meh??
Ya~it remind me~
I have a high expectation on myself~
but i think nt onli me~
for myself~
if i get 5As,i can go 5 star University~
but wit this kindda result~
I might go no way~
I pass my faith to my mum~n told her~
"mum,I accept ur punishment~"
But mum said,no!pls don torture urself~
choose watever u wan~

i will choose~
but nt a 5 star University~
bcoz i don hav the right to choose such good U~

So pls don ask me y don go INTI anymore~
That is all bcoz of the silly result i get!
I don have the right to waste money~
after i disappointed my mum~
that is a punishment i gave myself~

For me whr i do my foundation is the same~
so i don hav to waste my mum's money~

BFF=FAKE

I will nvr forget the day i post this post~
05/10/09
This is the date~
I cried~
For the friend i appreciated~
I might say~
I trusted a wrong person~
Those day r tough for me~
I am mentally abused~
I thought u r really as good as wat i saw~
I thought we r sis all the day~

I stil remember the word u use to say me~
"3rd party"

Friend~
Is end now~
This is the cruel of the society~
Ppl take benefits frm u~
n step on u to reach the target~

Hey girl,Wake up now!
there is stil a long way to go~
Who care who she is n wat she did b4~
We all have our different road to go on~
Hope we will nvr contact again~

Be tough!
Learn to forget!

爱情

经历了几番挫折~
反反复复~来来回回~
到底我们的爱何去何从?~

<爱情>
因为我们把它看得太重~
所以让它变复杂了~

我只希望一切顺着走~
你说在一起就一起~
分手那就算了吧~
我心如止水~

昨天你所做的一切~
会是我永远的痛~

妈,
你一句话也没说就走了....
我都还没有来的及告诉你我的成绩...
你都还没有看到我大学毕业...
为什么就走了?

你在天堂过的好吗?
还习惯吗?
我还有很多东西要告诉你...

这都不是真的...不是!!

我今年18岁...
我还没来的及孝敬你...
你却离开了....
我会一直好好的...
不要一直担心我了...
我真的很乖了...

你安息吧!
永远爱你!

Bad thg nvr STOP!

this morning~
I cried again~
i have to face every1 include my dear's family~
his popo called his bro early in the morning~
For my result~
that moment i really want to bury myself~
But i keep on tel myself~
I stil hav to go on my life~

Evening~
mum come n look for me~
she always thr whn i am in trouble~
she didt blame me but support me~
i promise myself i must keep my tears~
And move forward!!
If nt mum wil feel sad~

I thought~
everythg will jus stop in this evening~
but another bad thg happen in a moment~
SHE gone~
my dearest god mother~

Can any1 tell me~
tat is nt true????

tears nvr stop~

Is Coming Out

2day is a big day for all 2010 SPM candidates~
I am so panic~
but we joke n laugh b4 we get it~
It had been a long time i nvr meet them up~
I mis the life we b 2gether~5M~

We wait n wait~
Finally~~
result come out~
Queue up follow the name in the name list~
I saw many ppl in front of me cried~
I knw that will b very bad thgs gonna happen~

Is my turn now~
Took the slip n c~
Hold my tears~
I am fine~
Thats nt i will get~
2 As~
yea~it disappointed every1~

The sky is falling down~
Whn my tears lost control~
What can i do up next wit this suck result???