Still A Little Girl

it's wil nvr change....
i am well trained 2 b bully...
since u leave me...
stil remember last yr,
1st time i step into my class....
i am a foreigner....
without any protector...
i had learned 2 b tough...

thks for loving me n giving me so much of love...
sometime i do need u in silent....
if u ignore me,i will feel nervous....
thn i will tell out everythg...
but now,u just keep forcing me....
sry 2 say,i cant say anythg when i am in anger...

死结

当你知道你即将失去生命中,
最重要的东西的时候....
你会做什么?你的心情又会怎样?

这些问题是个死结....
永远都解不开了....
除了把绳剪断....没有别的方法了...
可是我...并没有这份勇气....

一句谎言...
一道伤痕....
永远都在....

幸福很简单

你说你能给的不多,我却觉得你已经给了我很多了.....

也许幸福就是如此简单....

经历过那么多....累了....

对于太过复杂的爱情....我已负担不起了....

我只想和你...就这样...简简单单地过着....

少一点争吵....多一点爱恋.....

喜欢这样的幸福....这样的你.....

喜欢和你在一起的感觉....

喜欢现在幸福的感觉...

喜欢你给我的幸福家庭味......

真的很爱你....

Joining dear's family day

Date-03/04-04/04

this weekend is the most meaningful weekend...

i had joined my dear's family day....(father side)

(dear's grandparent)

Sat i went 2 dear's grandma hse...

it was his grandparent 50th anniversary

sweet...can holding each other hand walk through 50 yrs

nowaday how many couples can do so?

we r having bbq at thr


On sunday.....we went 2 his grandma's hse...(mother side)

tat day was his grandma bday....

while the time,they celebrate grandma's bday....

my dear miss it coz he was sleeping in the room....lazy pig^^

he looks so tired coz yesterday he went out til 4++am...

bcoz of tat we had argue....bad dear X(

after he wake up,we ply basketball,badminton n ping pong....

haha....i feel so proud coz i can ply all these games....

(after finnished all the games,we r sweating)

(in grandma's hse,nice place^^)

after tat,my dear bring my out 2 have dinner....

these 2day i feel so happy....

i onli hv mother side relatives....

n we don have much family member lik my dear....

its good 2 have more family member...=appreciate=

thks ya dear....thks for let me join ur family day....muackzz....

战争结束

最后你坦白了...我发脾气了...
那个时候,我真的控制不了自己....
直到静下来的时候...才开始去想...
有时候的我就是这么冲动...任性...坏脾气....
当时的你,一定是很无奈...难过吧?
你和她...都过去了...

这个坚持要见你晚上....
我没有说一句话....
因为...我还是怨你跟她信息....
可是一切都发生了...
而你....还是坦白了....
吵着吵着...你的一个吻....
平伏了我的心....
一切怒气就在这一刻消失了....

回想这几天...
真的发生了很多事....
一件接一件...
不停地处于战争的状态....
今天....终于结束了....
一切都结束了....
这场战争,的确让我学了很多东西....
每一次的争吵...都应该学习成长....
我爱你,就像你爱我那样.....

*相信+信心=天长地久*

贝壳,可以坚强多久?

忽然觉得自己真的快崩溃了...
这是你要看到的我吗?
你觉得这样很好玩吗?
那我想...你不会快乐很久....

因为我是坚强的贝壳....
很努力的...要振作!!!

时间?
是你要来说服自己离开的吗?
你知道你给我时间的时候...
我想了很多吗?
我去揭开心中沉浸已久的疑问...

为什么那个小的可以全心全意的信你?
而我...认识你那么多年却不可以?
因为我太了解你了吧...

在她身上我看到了很多....
纯纯的爱也很好啊....
如果...我不曾了解...更好....
你的缺点...我不想懂....

我只记得曾经有个人在为我付出了很多...
他流的泪..受的伤...对我的爱....不是言语所能形容的...
可是一切都过去了....曾经....

=最后你还是走了=

下一个日出,我会微笑以待

"如果离开是你最后的选择...
我不会阻止你...."

这么伟大的话,我不再说的出口....
因为爱你,我变得自私....
我不想其他人分薄了你对我的爱.....
我想你的心只属于我....
以前是....希望现在,以后也会是....

曾经坚强的贝壳....
厌倦了坚强.....
想要成为被保护的公主....
你会是我的王子吗?
永远都会吗?

下一个日出...我会微笑以待....
也许该收起眼泪...收起怀疑的心....
微笑着....幸福着.....