学习

很多事情发生了

原来这个社会远远比想象中复杂

很多事情不能再用从前的处理方式了

感谢那位曾经坦诚的朋友

妳的话我一直都记着

我当下才发现

原来不是每个人都必须对你坦诚

我一直努力的学习

忍耐

真的很重要

小姐脾气要收收

说话也要收收

沉默并不代表我懦弱

只是我并不想延续这些问题

生活还有很多事等待着我们

往前走吧

每一个过错

都是我学习的机会

学会微笑,忍耐,沉默

也许就是在这个社会生存之道

有时候

曾经碎过的心

缝合了还是偶尔回痛

也许一首歌

一句话

或一个短片

都会不小心触碰到伤口

今天是一个短片

不长

可是看了心却丝丝作痛

每一个片段

每一个记忆

历历在目

行尸走肉

我走过了那段煎熬

却看见了你在前面迎接我

我是可笑还是可悲？

Fall sick

Time pass very fast~

2nd week of July ended~

I spent this week in hospital~

Sad case~

I fall sick, high fever on last Sat~

My weekend burnt~

My lovely week burnt too~ =(

Many assignment have to be done~

2 weeks left~aiks~

This sick week~

I will nvr 4get it!~

I am sick like hell~

Lastly admitted to hospital on Tuesday morning~

Thank God that I am recover~

n yet I still can attend my MPW final 2day~^^

My mum n my dear nvr give up me~

They take turn to take care of me~

They always stay beside me~

I love them just like they love me~

**Sry reader~no mood to write blog~

but too long didt update~so just write a little bit 1st~

>to be continue<

09/06/2011

Whole night I cant sleep well~

I feel like sumthg not yet done~

Course work~ test~ assignment~~

OMG!! i am really stress up a lot~

2day really feel a little bit unhappy~

Whn i saw SHE "unfriend" me~

I am thinking so seriously~

Isit really my fault?!

She is just a girl that I met several yrs ago~

I just know her for not even a month~

But she keep talking about me~

makes every1 seem like I offence them~

OH SHIT!!

Do I offence her b4?

HuUUuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~~~~~~~~~

ITS OKAY!! =)

I don't know n I don't even care~

Just do watever u want to do~

talk watever u wan to talk~

Frm now onward~

I don't knw who r u!

What pass is pass~

Why u still care so much?

Am I such an important ppl for u?

PLS!! Do think as an adult!!

That is enough for me!

I just wanna enjoy my UNI life~

LEAVE ME ALONE!!!

不知不觉已经一个月了

新的环境 幸好还能适应

寻寻觅觅 过了两个星期

我终于找到我的终站了

要找同类的朋友很难

尤其是我这种 不说话会死掉的人

我爱疯狂

我能玩到三四点才回家

我也能读好我的书

要找到能够臭味相投的朋友 有难度

我并不是背叛了第一二个星期陪伴我的朋友

只是我需要一些能够

和我一起疯狂 一起温习的朋友

我放下一切的防备

只为了寻找真心的好朋友

期待每一天的到来

因为我爱我的心朋友 新环境

Please Don't Remind Me

I just start my new life~

But some1 keep on remind me about my pass~

Shit!! Pls leave me alone!

I just wanna have my new life~

Don't always talk about my pass~

And u r nt understand me also~

U only knw me whn i am in lower secondary~

I had a great change in my life~

After I get my PMR result~do u knw?

If u don't knw about me~

Pls stop saying anythg about me!!

Stop annoying me!!

PASS IS PASS!!

Summore my pass is ntg deal with u!

Don't go n tell every1 about me~

I dont need ppl to hlp me promote~

Just talk to me if u have any problem with me~

We just talk face to face~

PLS!! Don't talk behind me anymore!

Thks a lot~

今天 我们走进一大步

欢迎进入我的生活 我的新朋友

很久的没有那么休闲了

一起逛街 一起品尝咖啡

一直都处于很开心的状态

直到 和他发生了小误会

他对我很重要

所以 我希望他参与我的一切

就像我也参与他的一切那样

我想跟他走下去 好好的

细读人生`品味生活

*享受生活

*努力改变

*勤劳读书

*友谊万岁

New Life

Owh!

Now only i realize,it had been a long time I did't update my blog alre~

Sry ya reader~

Don worry! I AM BACK!

I started my college life 2 weeks ago~

it is awesome!

I am nt only learn frm the book as we did in secondary sch~

but i also learned a lot frm our lecturer's life!

TIME IS LIFE!

I have miss a lot during my secondary time~

There are too much mistake i have done~

But I knw~Everythg will pass~

Now i have my new life with all my new fren~

Frankly,I enjoyed it a lot n appreciate it too~

Becoz that is nt much time we can b 2gether~

LASTLY~

I must thks my mum~

MUM,I LOVE U!~

U gave me everythg i want~

I must study very hard~

I will try my best nt to let u disappointed anymore~

忘不了的女人

"男人心中也注定会有一个忘不了的女人的，

除非你是那一个，否则她将是你永远也不能替代的...

既然他已经把那个人埋在心中的深处，你也别硬要把她给揪出来...

因为每个人心中总会有个不愿提起，却不愿忘记的人"

这句话是从朋友那里抄回来的~
很有意思吧?
对我来说~它不仅仅有意思~
还让我有深深的感触~
那我家男人最忘不了的会是我吗?
我们分开过~
都各自有过另一段感情~
不管他走过哪段感情~
我都一直在后面跟着~
爱不爱我无所谓~

看着好几个朋友~
都和我一样~
过了好几年~
还是和那位男生一起~
经历了那么多~
总是该成长了~
成长后~
一路还有他陪伴~
这是幸福~

他走遍我放纵的自由~
最后还是回来了~
走到这里~
我能不相信~
我是你心中忘不了的那位吗?

*因为经历了很多~
我们的爱情才会更坚定~

林凡-重伤





郁可唯-指望



好好欣赏个中意思哦~
留言支持哦~谢谢~

回忆的痛

彻夜未眠的夜晚~
忘不了的痛~
它一直在回忆里缠绕着~
有人说："坚强对你来说根本不是难事吧！"
我笑了笑~没答什么~
也许我并不是坚强~
而是我懂得伪装而已~
面对过亲人离世的痛~
我感觉没什么比这个还要痛~
所以那天以后我都不会轻易掉泪~
心再痛~我也只把它藏在心里~
眼泪流到了眼眶~我命令眼泪流回去~
我没有什么朋友~
而你是我的心事回收站~可是今晚我的痛你能否明白？
此刻就只有那一首又一首的伤心情歌伴随着我~
慢慢陪我入睡~





这两首歌超棒的!
林凡-中伤~郁可唯-指望~
转头再分享~

LIFE

Whn all of u asking me~u nt going to INTI meh??
Ya~it remind me~
I have a high expectation on myself~
but i think nt onli me~
for myself~
if i get 5As,i can go 5 star University~
but wit this kindda result~
I might go no way~
I pass my faith to my mum~n told her~
"mum,I accept ur punishment~"
But mum said,no!pls don torture urself~
choose watever u wan~

i will choose~
but nt a 5 star University~
bcoz i don hav the right to choose such good U~

So pls don ask me y don go INTI anymore~
That is all bcoz of the silly result i get!
I don have the right to waste money~
after i disappointed my mum~
that is a punishment i gave myself~

For me whr i do my foundation is the same~
so i don hav to waste my mum's money~

BFF=FAKE

I will nvr forget the day i post this post~
05/10/09
This is the date~
I cried~
For the friend i appreciated~
I might say~
I trusted a wrong person~
Those day r tough for me~
I am mentally abused~
I thought u r really as good as wat i saw~
I thought we r sis all the day~

I stil remember the word u use to say me~
"3rd party"

Friend~
Is end now~
This is the cruel of the society~
Ppl take benefits frm u~
n step on u to reach the target~

Hey girl,Wake up now!
there is stil a long way to go~
Who care who she is n wat she did b4~
We all have our different road to go on~
Hope we will nvr contact again~

Be tough!
Learn to forget!

爱情

经历了几番挫折~
反反复复~来来回回~
到底我们的爱何去何从?~

<爱情>
因为我们把它看得太重~
所以让它变复杂了~

我只希望一切顺着走~
你说在一起就一起~
分手那就算了吧~
我心如止水~

昨天你所做的一切~
会是我永远的痛~

妈,
你一句话也没说就走了....
我都还没有来的及告诉你我的成绩...
你都还没有看到我大学毕业...
为什么就走了?

你在天堂过的好吗?
还习惯吗?
我还有很多东西要告诉你...

这都不是真的...不是!!

我今年18岁...
我还没来的及孝敬你...
你却离开了....
我会一直好好的...
不要一直担心我了...
我真的很乖了...

你安息吧!
永远爱你!

Bad thg nvr STOP!

this morning~
I cried again~
i have to face every1 include my dear's family~
his popo called his bro early in the morning~
For my result~
that moment i really want to bury myself~
But i keep on tel myself~
I stil hav to go on my life~

Evening~
mum come n look for me~
she always thr whn i am in trouble~
she didt blame me but support me~
i promise myself i must keep my tears~
And move forward!!
If nt mum wil feel sad~

I thought~
everythg will jus stop in this evening~
but another bad thg happen in a moment~
SHE gone~
my dearest god mother~

Can any1 tell me~
tat is nt true????

tears nvr stop~

Is Coming Out

2day is a big day for all 2010 SPM candidates~
I am so panic~
but we joke n laugh b4 we get it~
It had been a long time i nvr meet them up~
I mis the life we b 2gether~5M~

We wait n wait~
Finally~~
result come out~
Queue up follow the name in the name list~
I saw many ppl in front of me cried~
I knw that will b very bad thgs gonna happen~

Is my turn now~
Took the slip n c~
Hold my tears~
I am fine~
Thats nt i will get~
2 As~
yea~it disappointed every1~

The sky is falling down~
Whn my tears lost control~
What can i do up next wit this suck result???

一个月半后~
我还是回到那间公司去了~
以为一切都会是个好的开始~
哪里知道~原来这是恶梦的呼唤~
看着眼前这一个个丑陋的人心~
此刻我才发现~原来是我太善良了~
我忘了我已经进入了这个残酷的社会~
每个人都会因自己的利益不择手段~
每个人都带着面具~
我却去相信这个社会是善良的~
感叹自己的愚蠢~
我没有别人的心狠手辣~可是经过这次教训后~
我一定会紧记在心的！
面对眼前的挑战~我不会退缩~
因为我~绝不会那么轻易被打败的！！

＂吃得苦中苦,方为人上人＂

永远我都会记得这句话！
因为这份工作~我更清楚知道~
我一定要更努力读书~以后不要再受人家得气了！！

After a month

Finally~

1 month passed~

I stil did't gv up~

I am stil tat tough!

I wil nvr gv up easily~

Lastly,i made it!!

I used a week~

Just a week~

To earn a month's salary~

U say i am lucky?!

No! I am nt!

I work very hard too~

This is nt a easy job~

But i enjoyed it!

When u saw a girl~

wearing a pairs of ladybugs~

hanging around the town~

yea~that's me!

Recently i used to bring my ladybugs along wit me~

haha~

don look at me with ur strange sight~plsss~

Sometime,ppl like to ask me~

(n I ask myself too)

y u wan to do this kind of job??

giving out flyers~

pasting poster n sticker around the town~

That is somethg in there~

and i cant explain~

I always remind myself~

I work for my career~

I control my own salary~

Although i won't stay hr for long~

but this is really a good site for me~

I can learn many thgs here~

LOMO

I found somethg nice in my IPHONE apps~

haha~

yea~~lomo~~

I love it!!!

Company dinner

Tonight is our company dinner~

In KL Sheriton Hotel~

That is a awesome hotel~

I'd like it!! Very much~~

We all hav to wear chinese custom~

This is really 1st time i wear choengsam~

Haha~i lik the way i dress up~

Although i didt get the prize for the best custom~

But the praise frm my colleagues is enough for me~

The TV is showing my name~hohooo~~

3rd week

Sry readers~
I am quite busy recently~

This is the 3rd week i work~
As a English Language Consultant~
I found that this job is really tough~
My changes causes i can't handle this job~
I am no longer talkative n sociable~
This job is nt easy as i imagine~
ooch!!! Every 1 were saying:" This job nt good~just stop it~"
I was extremely stress up~OMG!
My job scope instead of being a consultant~
I also need to give out flyers n go around the town to stick poster~
yea~whn u saw a poster with the name of Angela~
Tat's me!!~
Its really tiring~~~~

ok~i need to stop now~
tell u all more on my next post~
stay tune~^^

那么快~
又是开学的日子了~
转眼间~
已经过了十一年了~
现在~
我已不再是个学生了~



今天是我第一天上班~
第一次打扮的像OL一样上班~
面对新的工作方式和环境~
真的蛮有挑战的~
我就是喜欢这种挑战!~
从今天开始~
我要为生活~为以后~拼搏~
有了工作~
就没有时间乱想了~

特地选这份工~
因为工作时间和你的一样~
那我就有时间陪你~
新的一年~
希望我们会一直好好的~









我♥你

→→2011

这几天~
我永远都不会忘记~

31/12-01/01/11
起身时,你已不在身边了~
你上班去了~
我收收东西就赶回家收拾房间~
这天~家里来了很多客人~
谢谢你们的陪伴~
我才能完成任务~哈哈~~
然后载珊回家~
哇~太阳好猛啊~><
去到你家的时候~
我已经感觉到自己身体不适了~
结果真的病倒了~
难得是假期~
又是我们再在回一起一周年纪念~
可是我却那么没用的病倒了~=(
真的很抱歉~
这样特别的日子~
我却带给你那么多的麻烦~
感谢你和你家人的照顾~
你们的好~我永远都不会忘~
谢谢你~彻夜不眠的照顾~
我感觉到你的累~
也感觉到你的紧张~
我们的新年倒数~
竟然是在两家医院过的~
先是去政府医院~
等啊等~~~~
等了那么久~都不要给我看!
什么烂医院那么巴闭哦??!!!
过后不等了!
干脆去私人医院!~
没有人~服务又好~
一路都有你陪着我~
所以我才会好的那么快~

01/01/11
难得一天假期~
可是你却要留在家照顾我~
我发烧了~又拉肚子~
身体真的太没用了~
害的你哪里都没有的去~
对不起哦~
晚上~
不管再累再痛~
我都一定要陪你赴约~
看见你开心~
我也一样开心~
有你在身边~
好像什么都不一样了~

我知道欠你的我永远都还不了~
我会好好爱你~
不管有没有以后~
为了你~
我知道我应该清楚自己所做的一切~
我应该好好控制自己的脾气的~
抱歉~
我们的爱情~有太多的阻碍~
不需要太多的祝福~
只要你爱我~我爱你~就够了~

p/s: Happy birthday to Dear's fren~Kfinny~
Wish u stay leng leng~